Know HIM.

I was living in Los Angeles, California when I picked up the phone, while standing outside my apartment in the hot dry sun. It was my mom, asking if I had “heard the news?” I said, “what news?” My mom then detailed how the pastor that I had grown up with was being accused of paying a male prostitute for sex and doing drugs. My jaw hit the floor. What? No, this couldn’t be. It was a couple years prior that my parents had felt led to leave that church, but that was the church I had spent my middle school and high school years in. The church that my walk with God had flourished in. I felt confused and angry, how could this be?

This was a pivotal moment for me. A moment that I often look back on in my journey with God. I really looked up to this man. I had spent countless hours under his teaching. I had seen God move when he preached. I respected him and adhered to his counsel.

I hear story after story from those that have been hurt by the church. Accounts from Christians that have been let down or scarred in some way by others who have called themselves “Christians.”

It was in this moment that I made a decision that has impacted my walk with Jesus ever since. I chose to cling to my own personal relationship with Jesus. No one could take this from me. No one. No pastor that I looked up to, no preacher that I admired. No one.

I had too many encounters, too many talks, too many miracles, too many in the presence of HIM moments, and too many alone with God conversations to throw the towel in for someone that got caught up in the world’s entrapments. No, I ran to the one that never had let me down -Jesus.

It is a walk with Jesus. A relationship with Jesus. Highs, lows, ups and down.

In Matthew 7:19-20, Jesus talks about bearing fruit. “Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus you will recognize them by their fruits.”

He then goes on to talk about a relationship with Him.

“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’

What does it mean to know someone?

I know my Husband.

I know his voice.

I know his temperament.

I know when he is irritated.

I know when he is happy.

I know when he is not feeling well.

I know him.

How do I know him so well?

Well, I have spent a ton of time with him.

That is our walk with God.

Spending time with Him.

I love having a quiet time with God. But my time with Him doesn’t end when the quiet time ends.

God wants to be in all the moments throughout the day.

In 1 Kings 17, we see incredible intimacy between Elijah and God. Elijah had previous prayed for provision for a widow and her son who were starving to death and God provided. But, later the widow’s son gets so sick that the Bible says “there was no breath left in him.” No breath in him -to me — means that he was dead. Then, Elijah cries out to God: “O LORD my God, I pray thee, let this child’s soul come into him again. And the LORD heard the voice of Elijah; and the soul of the child came into him again, and he revived.”

This part gets me: “And the LORD heard the voice of Elijah.”

God heard Elijah’s voice. The only way you know someone’s voice, anyone’s voice- is by spending time with them.

God KNEW Elijah’s voice.

He KNEW it.

We are living in wild times.

Unprecedented times.

Right is wrong and wrong is right.

Marriage is under attack.

Gender is under attack.

Christianity is under attack.

The Family is under attack.

The media is constantly manipulating reality.


Amid the storm, in the midst of the chaos, it is easy to get whipped up in the frenzy.

We are told in Psalm 46:10 to “Be still and know that I am God.”

Be still but also KNOW. Know that HE is God.

In that stillness, sit with God. Talk with Him. Spend time with Him. Begin to know His voice and have Him know your voice. When you KNOW, there is a confidence and a peace within you that passes all understanding.

Intimacy is formed in time spent together. He wants to know you.

He will lead.

He will guide.

He will direct.

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Peace in the storm- latest LIVE VLOG

I had a few minutes today to go LIVE today, and just talk about what is going on in the world. It feels crazy, out of control. In this LIVE, I mentioned it feels like I have my family in a car and a random four year old is at the wheel. It is unsettling and scary. In times like this, it’s vital to talk about what really matters. Actually, is is vital to talk about what really matters as much as possible, but it feels like now more than ever the truth must be shared. Life is short and our eternity is what really matters. In the midst of this storm of uncertainty we are in, it is Jesus that provides the peace and KNOWING Him is what really matters.

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Merry Christmas

I simply wanted to write you all and say Merry Christmas. If you are alone this Christmas, I want you to know that you are NOT alone when you have Jesus. He truly is the reason for the Season, and He is the PEACE that passes all understanding. When you have Jesus, you know true peace. Where there is peace there is no fear, there is no anxiety, there is no anger, there is no hate, there is LOVE. Perfect LOVE casts out fear.

God bless each and every one of you. Even the haters 🙂

“For to us a child is born,
    to us a son is given,
    and the government will be on his shoulders.
And he will be called
    Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
    Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.” Isaiah 9:6


To my Christian Brothers and Sisters:

I honestly believe we are at a pivotal moment in history. We are living in a time when right is wrong and wrong is right. We have let feelings override truth. In order “not to offend” we have compromised all logic, reason, science, common sense and most importantly our faith. Our schools are being taught by left wing liberals solely there to indoctrinate. Our churches are being lead by milquetoast weak Priests and Pastors who encourage love without loves primary component -redemption; And in the meantime Christians are literally “loving” people into hell. Jesus did not come to unite, he came to divide. Division is often stigmatized, but division is necessary. There is no unity between light and darkness. Light separates itself from darkness. We are called to LOVE all, but not to unify with all. Love is essential because real love convicts and transforms. When transformation occurs then unity is possible, but not until then.

Christians have become sedated. We are too afraid to speak the truth and because of this look at our world! Women are being encouraged to “shout their abortion.” Just this last week, we witnessed the Democrat legislature in New York cheering a bill that allows for late term abortion up till birth. We watched a Democrat Virginia legislator advocate for a bill that would allow for a baby to be murdered during labor! The Democrat Governor of Virginia openly supported infanticide last week! Democrats in my state are putting forth a sex education bill that teaches Kindergarten through 12th grade about alternative sexual lifestyles, and that there are multiple genders, THERE ARE NOT. God made MALE and he made FEMALE. If you have a problem with that, take it up with God.

These legislators represent our society. They are our voice. When you elect a legislator that supports late term abortion- YOU support late term abortion. Your voice, is your vote. Abortion directly contradicts Gods word.  Jeremiah 1:5 says: Before I formed you in the womb I knew you and before you were born I consecrated you.” Life is created by God and for God, there are no accidents.

Sadly, Christians have wanted to be loved by the world instead of speaking truth to the world. Our silence has allowed evil to run rampant. The truth cuts like a sword, there is no gray when it comes to the truth. We are not to be lukewarm, Jesus said “because you are lukewarm –neither hot nor cold –I am about to spit you out of my mouth” Revelation 3:16. Bring the TRUTH. The truth is Gods word.  You know what the truth does? It saves. It heals. It sets the oppressed free. It wields unlimited power and we have it. We have been given the same power Jesus has through the Holy Spirit. Romans 8:11 “And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you.” Jesus even said that we the church the body of Christ would do GREATER things than he did, “Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father,” John 14:12.

The time is NOW. No more sitting on the sidelines. The time is now to RISE UP. To step out in faith. To speak the truth to your sphere of influence. No more conscientious objectors. The time is now to stand up to evil. The time is now to proclaim what God’s word says. Evil wants you quiet. Evil wants you complacent, but God has called you for such a time as this. God knew you before he formed you. He has placed you on this planet for this specific time in history. We have been called to bring Heavens Kingdom to earth. “Thy Kingdom come, thy will be done ON EARTH as it is in HEAVEN,” Matthew 6:10. If it’s not present in heaven, God doesn’t want it on earth. We are his vessels. Enough of letting the world silence us!

I am not going to lie to you though, this isn’t going to be easy. You will have family turn against you, friends leave your side, you will at times walk alone-it’s going to be a battle but the King of Kings is on your side! Rise up, the time is now.


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To Mr. Michael Moore…..what would Jesus do?

 So Michael Moore is in the news again and tweeting about Jesus and what he would do… cute right…

His 1st Tweet:  “Tomorrow’s Sunday School (1) What Would Jesus Do? Oh, I know what he’d do — hide on top of a roof and shoot people in the back!”

2nd Tweet: “Sunday School: (2) But What Would Jesus Do if he could be a sniper & save soldiers lives by shooting “savages” in the back?”

First off, Michael Moore, do you know what Jesus would do? Do you? Because I do. I know him quite well. So before you go hypothesizing what Jesus would do, you best check yourself! I know Jesus got pretty pissed off when he went into a temple and saw all sorts of crap being sold there! He wasn’t happy about it, because it was to be a house of prayer. Yep, he got so angry he started flipping over tables and benches! He saw injustice and HE DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT!  So Mr. Michael Moore, to answer your question, “what would Jesus do”……well, I think if he saw innocent women and children being buried alive (because that’s what is happening over there) -he’d DO just what what Chris Kyle did!

Hey…..I get this is America and you have every right to spout your “little” (not really “little,” more like gigantor) mouth off, but just remember WHO provided you that right!

The picture says it all!

Now as far as Jesus and you are concerned….that Mr. Moore is solely up to you….

Michael Moore